because of

年紀越大，人生的包袱彷彿越沉，沉重得讓我忘記了怎麼向前走。

這次回去的時候，第一次有了這種感觸: 下次見面會是什麼時候。上次是四年，下次？
我好像在他們的言行中看到了很多以前沒有的感覺。因為長大了嗎？

是人改變了環境，還是環境改變了我們。

傷口置之不理不會痊癒，並要等到傷口潰爛發炎，才驚覺到它的嚴重性。卻再醫不了，再挽不回。無論再怎麼使力，他卻堅持，一分鐘都不願多留，一句話都嫌刺耳。

原來同樣的歌，在不同的心情罹絆下聽，會有不同的詮釋。

【 Because Of You Kelly Clarkson 】
Because of you I never strayed too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to find it hard to trust, not only me,but everyone around me
Because of you, I am afraid

I lose my way, and its not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry, because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh, every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break, when it wasn't even whole to start with